i want so much to hear her voice again. I want to call her. But everytime i do she says something in rude tone, that makes me feel worse. She's the only person who i can trust with anything. But i know that when i'm saying everytthing that is on my mind it makes her feel worse. But i can't hold it all inside. I know that she has gone through a lot, and she's kind of person that always keep it to herself, i can't imagine what she feels and i don't know how to help her.