all i want now is to go home. It's all just like it was in september. I just wanna run away from here. Somewhere new and start all over again.

I don't know what is wrong with me. I just want to cry, cry and cry. To cry it all out. So i could feel better. Lighter. Free.

But i know it will never happen. Why? I got no answer.

I really need a psychologist. I know it will help me. And if i go through those exams without being excluded, i will go a session, i really want it and it feels like it's the only thing that will help. Improve my emotional well-being.

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