Here is one of my previous entries, copied from my phone, just so i would see a progression of my state, my attitude to life, to things in general.
Here it is:
"It feels like i'm literally going crazy, i'm really scared, so i thought that it would be a good ideai to keep a diary, writting everything just to ease my mind. I hope no one will find it, anyway no of them would understand a single word.
So what is currently on my mind? Nothing rally interesting even for me. Music, tv series, books, by the way why haven't i thought about taking somerset's book with me? Have to take it everywhere, especially tommorow: whole day among eldery people, need to find a way to make the day entertainng(?), no wrong word... Well... Exciting, still not right, i got the idea, have to work on my dictionary.
That's it for now, bye)"
I haven't reread it before posting and i don't remember what i'd written back then, so i have no idea what the point of the text above. Lame? Sure it is.
Here it is:
"It feels like i'm literally going crazy, i'm really scared, so i thought that it would be a good ideai to keep a diary, writting everything just to ease my mind. I hope no one will find it, anyway no of them would understand a single word.
So what is currently on my mind? Nothing rally interesting even for me. Music, tv series, books, by the way why haven't i thought about taking somerset's book with me? Have to take it everywhere, especially tommorow: whole day among eldery people, need to find a way to make the day entertainng(?), no wrong word... Well... Exciting, still not right, i got the idea, have to work on my dictionary.
That's it for now, bye)"
I haven't reread it before posting and i don't remember what i'd written back then, so i have no idea what the point of the text above. Lame? Sure it is.