суббота, 03 марта 2012
14:33

And here I am again. I have a very serious work to do due Tuesday and i haven't even started yet.
What a really terrible thing I am. Sometimes I hate myself for that. And still I do nothing to change that.

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пятница, 02 марта 2012
11:33

I've never spend an hour and a half so pointlessly.....

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09:38

'I take one look at you and i grow cold'

'My blood is radioactive
My heart is nuclear
Love is all i fear'

@музыка: Marina & The Diamonds - Radioactive

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четверг, 01 марта 2012
23:03

Back to Basics, as Xtina's album name says.

I'm getting back to the music i was listening 3-4 years ago.

Hilary Duff. I liked her so much back then. Not as much as I love The Diamond now. But still she meant a lot to me. Now i Respect and admire her a lot. For the person she is. For the way she had grown up, not becoming a complete different character to prove something to someone, like so others have done. For becoming a gorgeous lady, and i'm sure she'll be a great mother. For staying true to herself and thinking for herself, not letting others to decide where she wanna go.
(i'm just compering with others in position similar to her, the way they've change through the years...)

Back then there were other people to whom i was attached and a similar way. But there was something that had changed.

I don't listen to Rihanna's music anymore.
I used to really like her songs, some of them were ones of my most favourite. But her last two albums... I just don't find anything good for me anymore. I don't know what happend in her life that made her change the way her career is going, maybe is just decision of label, management. And i actually miss that girl, although she wasn't a really big part of my life ever, it's still feels like there's something missing, maybe it's because i was very used to her, and when that part is gone it feel wrong for sometime. Maybe it's just it.


And of course her. Katy Perry. Her 'One Of The Boys' was played a lot by me. And i start to listen to it again.

i got a lot to write, but i need to go now. I have sleep more.

@музыка: Rihanna - Cry

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16:27

Today/Tommorow I will post a few works. Will try to make a big post. Will try to it once a week.
I really have to start to study.

@музыка: Lana Del Rey - Lucky Ones

@темы: Notes

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15:02

Here's a new episode of Psych. Although sound in the end is screwed (about 2 minutes) and i can't find a link to good one.



I don't know why they called it "oversized", it's only ~8 minutes longer than usually.

@темы: Psych, video

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07:41

I really need a Twitter app. Preferably Snaptu. But they stopped making it.


Any suggestion?

@музыка: Lana Der Rey - Video Games

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среда, 29 февраля 2012
09:17

it's so weird. Some subjects make me wanna work. When it's interesting. The only problem is the it's really rare.

Don't get me wrong, I love learning new things. I love the feeling of working brain. It's amazing knowing a lot.

@музыка: Taylor Swift - Safe & Sound

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07:53

Here I am again. And all i wanna do is run away, as far as possible. Now. And get here.
I don't know the reason, but everytime i wake up and realize again that i have to come here, i feel disgust, I don't know why. And I don't know haow to fix it.
I wish I'd find something that I'd love to do so it would not feel like i have to do it. But i guess i never find it, or dare to try to go for it.

So, what's the point of it all. For me anyway,
And i don't mean life, i don't wanna die anymore, I've gone through part of my life when i was in suicidal state. But sometimes it feels like i'm getting back to it.

@музыка: Marina & The Diamonds - Starring Role

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06:01 

Доступ к записи ограничен

Закрытая запись, не предназначенная для публичного просмотра

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вторник, 28 февраля 2012
22:30

i love that everytime i write there's always this beautiful picture of Marina. Inspiring in some way.

@музыка: Lana Del Rey - Summertime Sadness

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22:20

???

List of pages i got:

First and the most favourite: My almost 4-year-old Last.fm account.
Second (and 2nd for visiting): Twitter
3. Diary. i've been here for quite a while, under the other name, but it's not important, i didn't have a diary itself, bur visited often.
4. Tumblr
5. Blogspot
6. Youtube account. No videos. Hundreds of favorives.


i don't know what's the point of this post, i just wanted to sum them up. Here it is. Now i have to go.



Can't wait for new Lana's video for Carmen, not my most favorite song though, but really good.

@музыка: Lana Del Rey - Carmen

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22:09

3 New Blogs. Too Much?

A month and a half ago i didn't have any blogs, i didn't even write on twitter regularly. But today i have 3 personal online journals and i started to tweet again. the content of those sites, including this one, is different. I chose Blogspot for posting my photoshop works, I wil post links here, but the work themselves will be there. And i got tumbrl, which is awesome and terribly addictive.

As soon as i have enough of free time i will work on them. The design, the content and etc. But it will not be happenning for the next 2 or 3 weeks, yeah it's too long... but i have to start actually study. i got a lot of written works to do. So, i have to make myself to work. I MUST.

Bye. :)



p.s. and i've been writing Lana's name wrong. Shame on me! ...

@музыка: Lana Del Rey - Millon Dollar Man

@темы: blog

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11:03

I need a name for my tumblr blog. As an obssesed fan, i'm pretty sure it will be related to Homewrecker or some other Marina's song.

I need a line, a lyric from Homewrecker, Starring Role or Radioactive, or from previous songs.

Funny, i don't actully have time for tumblr-ing, i have to study. But all i do is spending time on the Internet....

@музыка: Marina & The Diamonds - Starring Role

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понедельник, 27 февраля 2012
22:45

Wallpaper




@музыка: Marina & The Diamonds - Homewrecker

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22:21

HOMEWRECKER



@музыка: Marina & The Diamonds - Homewrecker

@темы: Video, Marina&TheDiamonds

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22:10



@музыка: Marina & The Diamonds - Homewrecker

@темы: Marina&TheDiamonds

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21:21

WHEN EVERYTHING IS LIFE AND DEATH
YOU MAY FEEL LIKE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT
INSTEAD OF LOVE AND TRUST AND LAUGHTER
WHAT YOU GET IS HAPPY NEVER AFTER



Homewrecker - Our Gorgeous Diamond


@музыка: Marina & The Diamonds - Homewrecker

@темы: lyrics, Marina&TheDiamonds

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06:14

i have written 4 pages already. And it's only 'blog', shit that going around in my head. And those 4 pages are all about that. Nice. That a lot. I need to keep going.


And i will. Because it actually helps. it eases my mind. I feel crazy less and less. And i hope it wilgo this way

@музыка: Jesse McCartney - One Night

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воскресенье, 26 февраля 2012
00:41

i need to speak out, i need let it all out.
For the last 6 months it feels like my mind is going to explode, like i'm literally going crazy.
I need to find a way out, i have to find a solution.
I can't speak to anyone, i just don't trust people. and i don't know what to do with that.
But i have to try, those thoughts started to come on my mind again. I need to get rid of them.

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