воскресенье, 26 февраля 2012
There's nothing but emptiness, that's all i feel.
пятница, 24 февраля 2012
why does Marinaandthediamonds.com not ship in Russia? i really want that blue diamond ring and heart neck pendant necklace
четверг, 23 февраля 2012
i got so much to do, so why the heck am i on tumbrl, why the heck it is so addictive, i can't close the window, i wanna scroll down more and more. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
the day has passed so fast and very nonproductive. i have to end it already, i have to stop wasting my time. it's really pathetic. I could've done so much during past 7 hours. Very Very Bad.
i need to start writing, start studying, stop skipping classes and start to work on myself. that is really pathetic and pityful. There're so much i could've done for the past few month. I might even start to hate meself for that. Well, that will never happen i quited hating on myself almost a year ago. a bit late, i mean at 17 finally to start treating youself you should be treated,
so, let's go back to work.
I'll write thinggs like that in here, so i woulod keep track of my promises to myself and try not to break most of them. I hope i'll get better, i'll change my attitude and my habits and get rid of bad ones. I hope.
i need some pictures in here. adding picture to every post.
i need to start writing, start studying, stop skipping classes and start to work on myself. that is really pathetic and pityful. There're so much i could've done for the past few month. I might even start to hate meself for that. Well, that will never happen i quited hating on myself almost a year ago. a bit late, i mean at 17 finally to start treating youself you should be treated,
so, let's go back to work.
I'll write thinggs like that in here, so i woulod keep track of my promises to myself and try not to break most of them. I hope i'll get better, i'll change my attitude and my habits and get rid of bad ones. I hope.
I found an actress for my Bethany. i really need to start writing. make note for scenes.
i mean a picture to associate Beth with this actress.
i mean a picture to associate Beth with this actress.
Водолей в блогосфере

Водолеи очень разносторонние люди. Представитель этого знака вряд ли будет вести тематический блог. Скорее, в сетевом дневнике Водолея вы найдёте самые разные, но неизменно интересные темы.
Больше всего Водолеи не любят рутину, а потому они даже оформление своего блога меняют периодически. Бывает и так, что на Водолеев нападает лень, и тогда в их дневниках подолгу нет новых записей. Но зато, передохнув, с новыми силами они делают по-настоящему яркие посты.
В дружбе, в том числе и в виртуальной, Водолеи стремятся не к количеству, а к качеству.
Получить блогосферный гороскоп для Вашего знака Зодиака
the Internet connection is really fucked up today, but i'll try to upload some wallpaper and icons i've made recently.
I'm trying to watch Bones for 2 hours. And i'm trying not to freak out and break something.
I'm trying to watch Bones for 2 hours. And i'm trying not to freak out and break something.
and Marina with blond-greyish hair.
I just LOVE this DIAMOND. Gorgeous Girl.
I just LOVE this DIAMOND. Gorgeous Girl.
the desing have gronw on me. i start to actually love the pink. i mean it's really pink. Love Taylor's Vogue Photo. i have to start to post icons, wallpapers and .psd files. And have to renew my Tumbrl account.
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Why is it the only way to get mature in short time is to get through really shitty events.
Well, i mean i understand why, you get wiser and get to know life from lessons you learn after you've made a mistake. But why it has to be this painful?
Sometimes you think that you just not strong enough to get through the current crap. But people say truth that it gets worse before it gets better. actually it gets pretty bad, before it gets well. But sometimes i think it's worth it. the pain, the hurt; the worse it is, more valuable the good moments after that are.
i hope it made sense what i wrote above, because i'm writting out the words just how they are flowing in my head i don't really check the sentence for grammar when i'm writing it, or maybe the word order is wrong. please forgive me, if anyone at all reading this. thank you
Well, i mean i understand why, you get wiser and get to know life from lessons you learn after you've made a mistake. But why it has to be this painful?
Sometimes you think that you just not strong enough to get through the current crap. But people say truth that it gets worse before it gets better. actually it gets pretty bad, before it gets well. But sometimes i think it's worth it. the pain, the hurt; the worse it is, more valuable the good moments after that are.
i hope it made sense what i wrote above, because i'm writting out the words just how they are flowing in my head i don't really check the sentence for grammar when i'm writing it, or maybe the word order is wrong. please forgive me, if anyone at all reading this. thank you

Don't hide behind your fear, Do what it takes to stand up for yourself and for each other.
-Cyberbully (2011)
this blog is like talking to myself. well, that's maybe seem pathetic, but i just do not trust people.
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Watching Cyberbully with Emily Osment, if i was alone in the room i would definately cry, very much.
Emily is a really good actress. i was surprised and shoked by those scences, she's amazing. Really nice.
Emily is a really good actress. i was surprised and shoked by those scences, she's amazing. Really nice.
Are some people really that stupid?
How do people with brains survive them?
How do people with brains survive them?
this question really bothers me. please someone answer how that is possible, because i'm starting to explode.
воскресенье, 19 февраля 2012
i miss my Mom so much.
This is the first time that i have ever admittedmissing someone.
I just wanna hug her.
I'm about to cry.
I just wanna leave this place, go home and spend all my time time there with her.
This is the first time that i have ever admittedmissing someone.
I just wanna hug her.
I'm about to cry.
I just wanna leave this place, go home and spend all my time time there with her.