пятница, 27 января 2012
it really is like twitter for me, i write everything that comes on my mind. But with no limitation in any way. It's nice. Really nice.
i wish i took (?) (need to revise this grammar topic) music with me.
I really want it, it would hard to live without it.
Thank you for creating this.
Thank you.
I really want it, it would hard to live without it.
Thank you for creating this.
Thank you.
Home, home, home.
Today i'm going home.
But today it's really cold and roads are iced over, hope there will nothing bad happen with a bus.
But if it will, it will, there's nothing i could do.
Today i'm going home.
But today it's really cold and roads are iced over, hope there will nothing bad happen with a bus.
But if it will, it will, there's nothing i could do.
четверг, 26 января 2012
why am i freaking put so mich?
There's nothing bad going to happen, every 6 month so many people go through the same crap, just because they are too lazy and disorganized during studying weeks.
And i'm scared that i'll be excluded, i don't want it. I finally started to like it in here, finally started to studying, i skipped a lot of english and PE though, but now i finally feel good about this whole situation, and now i may lose it all in one moment, in 40 minutes it all will be decided, i hope for the best, even though i may say quite opposite, inside i'm hopeful and not pessimistic.
Please, i'm begging for Your help. Please.
There's nothing bad going to happen, every 6 month so many people go through the same crap, just because they are too lazy and disorganized during studying weeks.
And i'm scared that i'll be excluded, i don't want it. I finally started to like it in here, finally started to studying, i skipped a lot of english and PE though, but now i finally feel good about this whole situation, and now i may lose it all in one moment, in 40 minutes it all will be decided, i hope for the best, even though i may say quite opposite, inside i'm hopeful and not pessimistic.
Please, i'm begging for Your help. Please.
i don't know what are those "things" are, i just write whatever comes on my mind.
Open 'new entry' and first phrase that i got, no more about what or does it have any relation to anything else in this blog, i just write, this what i love most, not talking but writing.
that's all this diary about, my thought during days.
Oh, my photoshop works, so-called 'creations'.
Will post them later this week.
Open 'new entry' and first phrase that i got, no more about what or does it have any relation to anything else in this blog, i just write, this what i love most, not talking but writing.
that's all this diary about, my thought during days.
Oh, my photoshop works, so-called 'creations'.
Will post them later this week.
well, hello world!
Hello to you too.
I just wanna fall back asleep.
But imagine how you'll feel when you pass this thing, and get over with it.
It's like actual freedom, i hope i'd feel that way.
Now, i'm getting up, and revise one more time.
I'm begging You for help, i know You have never left me all alone, there's someone, who is constantly watching over me, i am sure of it, 'cause i'm in a place i don't really deserve to be, cause i have never worked as hard as others around me. Thank You. And i'm sorry for constant freaking out things, i just can't stop worrying about everything all the time.
And today i need Your help more than ever in this year so far, it's been only 25 days, yes i'm actually very awful sometimes.
Please, i won't do it on my own. Thank You.
Hello to you too.
I just wanna fall back asleep.
But imagine how you'll feel when you pass this thing, and get over with it.
It's like actual freedom, i hope i'd feel that way.
Now, i'm getting up, and revise one more time.
I'm begging You for help, i know You have never left me all alone, there's someone, who is constantly watching over me, i am sure of it, 'cause i'm in a place i don't really deserve to be, cause i have never worked as hard as others around me. Thank You. And i'm sorry for constant freaking out things, i just can't stop worrying about everything all the time.
And today i need Your help more than ever in this year so far, it's been only 25 days, yes i'm actually very awful sometimes.
Please, i won't do it on my own. Thank You.
среда, 25 января 2012
it really feels like a nuclear heart
it's like there're two people in my head: the one is a leader now, and the other is a better me, who, somehow is locked inside, but eventually, someday will take place of the current one.
By 'leader' i mean the main part, in front of, not that it has qualities of a leader, i never have those...
By 'leader' i mean the main part, in front of, not that it has qualities of a leader, i never have those...
- there's no way it's gonna work
- it will, just trust me
- it will, just trust me
it'll be interesting to read those entries and to see how i've throughout months.
I'd love to see it, to analyse then and learn from my mistakes, the only thing that i need to mentions: do not forget to write down all your thought about everything that'll come your way, feeling you get when this or that happenning, try to be as true as possible to youself, write you thoughts without correcting them, i really looking forward to see the progression of your,my, devvelopmet.
Is the fact, that i write about myself like i write to someone in particular, i think no. It just the way my mind works, that's all fine.
Sweet dreams, My Darling <3
I'd love to see it, to analyse then and learn from my mistakes, the only thing that i need to mentions: do not forget to write down all your thought about everything that'll come your way, feeling you get when this or that happenning, try to be as true as possible to youself, write you thoughts without correcting them, i really looking forward to see the progression of your,my, devvelopmet.
Is the fact, that i write about myself like i write to someone in particular, i think no. It just the way my mind works, that's all fine.

Sweet dreams, My Darling <3
have writen so much and just pressed 'cancel'.... What an idiot! Haha ...
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